i can’t remember a time
it’s ever been reciprocated
enough of the consequential pain
soon taught me
not to chase
in the first place
but i was still approached
and the approach
created
what became
this pain
each and every time
i’ll admit
i simply
don’t
understand
why
the approach
i know it isn’t
but it feels
as though
the approach
and persistence
is there
to cause
the pain
that’s only ever
been
the
result
none of it
makes any sense
none of it
makes sense
any sense
i am happy
left alone
i don’t understand
any of this
i don’t understand
i&rsquo've never understood