angst cycle (iii) — [ω] (iii)

i have to learn to say
fine
so far as i know

when people ask me
how she’s doing

a lot
seem to have presumed
where were together

we never were
of course

that’s me
mostly
i could never
have accepted
disloyalty

if you’ve read this crap
you’ll know it

but
when asked
i still say

fine

bloody useless
of me