i have been failing
and failing
to implement
my own solution
this is idiotic
this hole
i’ve been thrown in
is a terrible place
i won’t bother
to draw
the disgusting analogies
but i have my ladder
i have the route
now i need the courage
to fucking well get out
sometimes i annoy myself so much
i actually do something
time to
annoy
not time to
despair
time to move on
and on
again
time to move
actually
my leg is on the ladder
i am acting
just not enough
the tombstones
are being
now there’s a clash
of analogies
time
to move
ON