angst cycle (iii) — [I] (vii)

distress at the absence of the
the no communication the
distress it’s fucking stupid
all kinds of sensible like work and hangover and
distress at the absence of the
the non communication the
it’s fucking stupid of me
it’s what i said i wanted
it’s what i rejection to resolve
but it ain’t bloody working is it
i’d asked for no communication and got some
and i couldn’t keep away
an addict and the illicit
but this is the addiction sources
this behaviour
distress and the absence of
i don’t want the
but i do
communication