angst cycle (iii) — [κ] (ii)

language at a different level
bypasses the pain
which i find immensely worrying
as well as an immense relief

for language at a different level
is not where my poetry lies
corrupted by the intensity
of the Gifted sickness
not just this great longwinded crap
but the previous longwinded
year long spew of unedited
untightened expelsive crap too

music seems to speak to me
differently
the mesmermism of minimalist
electronica
goes below
the tattered wetware networks
overworn by so totally unnecessary
overuse

i think i could listen to it
forever
if my ears could take the headphones
forever