angst cycle (iii) — [κ] (vi)

of course it’s complex
and of course
what i feel
is the piece
that wasn’t resolved
a great deal was
a great deal flowed

but i do feel so
betrayed

the defence
as i said
is
no longer
not playing

because even out of the field
even out of the stadium
even out of the bloody country
i am played

the defence
damned annoyingly
is going to have to be
offence

offence
au couer

i shall open
the double doors
of the horizon
and walk through
into the den
of squalid piggery
and damn well feed
of and to