angst cycle (iii) — [ƞ] (vii)

to move forward
if i can actually
think about that
for a moment
without the poison
screeching

to move forward
i need to address
my failed sexuality
activate it

i think
that will provide
armour
or maybe amour
ho ho

anyway
some good times too
with any luck

and
for once
i do live
in the right place

now all i need to
is that infamous
courage pluck

same trouble
i had
when first visiting
the cambridge munch

well
that was
such a horrible place

not that it
was a lesbian pub

that it was
a grotty pub
and we had to hide
in the upstairs
cellar

as welcoming
as a pile of bricks
place to trip