angst cycle (iii) — [G] (ii)

why no anger
at the prime cause

these emotions
are like rivers

when she felt
somewhat this way
for me
two years ago
i hardly noticed
yeah yeah poetic justice

being angry
when she created this poison
when she was attached
i could not respond
because she was attached

that’s my failing
my blockage
feeling anger
for her instinctive strategy
because my instinctive strategy
was not compatible
would be insane

this history’s the cunt
not the humanity
that’s just a bloody pain

an anger
at natural love
that can’t be accepted
is an anger
against yourself
an anger i do not feel
i am what i am
she is what she is
the history’s the cunt

the anger came